This states it very clear.
You never said goodbye.
A massive heart attack took you in a blink of an eye.
Your daughter tried desperately to save your life. You would have been so proud of her.
But you were gone, and only God knows why.
I loved you dearly.
I will always love you.
It broke my heart when you left
And it will never be repaired back to normal.
Yes, the cracks and rips are healed
But my heart will always be scarred because you left.
The day God took you – most certainly a part of me went too.
Now 11 years later we have achieved a “new” normal.
If God would allow
a new beginning open up,
And a new life begin,
I know you would be happy that I am happy
Rest assured my dear, dear sweetheart
You will never be forgotten
And will always be